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A body of a female fell through the mirror.

As the darkness from inside the mirror incapacitated her, a shining light illuminated from the other side.

There it showed an image of a handsome young blonde man with glasses who was about to sit in a chair. He went to face a computer and sighed.

The girl’s body was about to float directly toward him when his computer turned on. Since a computer was also a portal to that world, the girl’s body instead of going to directly to the man went to the computer.

Her body translated most of its physical matter to pixels. Though she was now a part of the computer she still retained the characteristics of her human side. Especially the ability to show emotion.

Though she wouldn’t know the pain that was to befall her, she was about to embark on an otherworldly adventure.

And so it began when her body was completely sucked in by the computer…

 

~~~~~Timeskip and POV Switch To Estonia and His Rippling Muscles Underneath That Sexy Suit~~~~~

 

“Ah finally some peace and quiet”

Estonia sat down on his comfy leather arm chair inhaling deeply. He had been glad that Mr. Russia hadn’t been that scary today. True he was ordering Estonia around as a servant all day but today he seemed much calmer…probably due to the fact that Russia was going to the World Meeting to scare everyone.

Grateful that Mr. Russia left in a hurry, Eduard was now left to his own devices. Briefly he thought about Lithuania and Latvia only to remember that they went out grocery shopping due to Mr. Russia’s ‘request’.

Flipping open the laptop, he watched the screen come to life. After inserting his password, Estonia clicked on the little icon at the bottom of his screen. It was his favorite game, “Alfheim Online”

On the days when he was particularly stressful either because of the other Baltics or Russia, he would turn to this game and for a few minutes of his life he could escape to this other world. A world where his imagination could run wild and no one would judge him for it.

Loading his avatar, Eduard put on his mic so he could talk to other players. After the game and his avatar fully loaded, he clicked his mouse willing his avatar to move.

He searched for a place where his avatar could properly gain a few points in order to buy a new weapon. Estonia was soon absorbed into his game when his mochi yelled, “Dude what are you playing?”

Eduard jumped. “Ah!” He peered over to his mochi and his eyes narrowed, “You scared me!”

His mochi ignored his comment and replied, “Its okay, I’m an America”

Estonia put a hand to his face eyebrow twitching, “Go with the other mochis. I’m busy right now”

The American mochi instead of listening to his master moved his blobby butt to the computer screen. Forming a hand from his mushy complexion he pointed to the screen. “What is that? A game?”

Knowing that Mochi America wasn’t going to leave anytime soon, Eduard answered him. “Yes. It is a game. It called ‘Alfheim Online’”

Mochi America stared at the screen in wonder, “Can I watch?”

Eduard shrugged, “Sure. Just be quiet”

The little blob nodded and watched his master play. However once he saw that his owner and various other players had their avatars as fairies, he burst out laughing. “Haha you all look like little girls!!”

Estonia groaned, “They are not all girls… we are fairies”

His tiny mochi collapsed in his fits of laughter. “You all look so stupid!” He turned to his owner, “You look like a-” He took like a deep breath before yelling, “-neeerd!”

Very much annoyed at this pesky and annoying mochi, Estonia grabbed him. Mochi America squirmed in his grip and threatened to destroy him but Eduard knew better. Placing the mochi in a big cardboard box, he said, “There. You need a timeout for being so rude”

Instead of being apologetic the mochi did what Estonia knew he would do- start cursing. Ignoring the mochi’s angry obscenities, Estonia went back to his game to do his original objective when he saw a player laying on the ground.

‘That’s strange’ he thought. He moved his avatar closer to the person and saw she seemed to be sleeping. It was weird for a player to do that; it was like she was asking to get attacked from any oncoming player.

What struck him as even more odd was that she wasn’t a fairy. In this game, everyone was a fairy no matter how much they didn’t want to; although this girl seemed as if she was a regular human. Also why did she look like she was wearing some sort of pajamas instead of the fairy clothing? Perhaps this was a mod?

Wanting to know more about this, he made his avatar come close to her and nudged her. “Hey” he said via mic.

The girl stirred and blinked up. Her drowsy eyes at first didn’t recognize that someone else was looking at her until Estonia’s avatar waved, “Hi”. Immediately she stopped yawning and scrambled away from him.

“W-Who are you? What are you doing in my house?!”

He furrowed his eyebrows. “Uh you are laying in the middle of the Great Alfheim fields of Adventure”

The girl blinked. “What?” she looked around, “What happened to my house?!” She peered over to him, “Why do you look like you are made up of pixels? And why are you dressed like a fairy?”

Estonia was confused. He stared at his computer. Holding the mic so this player didn’t hear him, he muttered to himself, “This game character is acting like a real human…very peculiar” He went back on his mic to say, “Yes I am a fairy. Tell me, are you a player or a computer bot? If a bot, what is your programming? Do you have artificial intelligence?”

The girl stood up from where she was laying down replying to him puzzled, “What? I’m not a robot. And player? As in a computer game?” She shook her head perplexed, “I am a person!” she neared his character furious, “Now tell me where am I??”

He made his character go in a defensive stance, “Woah calm down. You are in the game ‘Alfheim Online’” He neared her, “You are not seriously telling me you are playing a game that you don’t even know the basics of, are you?”

The girl stared at him incredulously, “I’m in a…game?”

Estonia shook his head. This girl seemed to be a complete noob on how to play computer games.

The girl realizing her situation grabbed the collar of his character alarmed, “How do I get out of here? I need to go back home!”

He made his character push her away. “What is wrong with you? Are you crazy?”

Staring at him with her huge [e/c] eyes, tears started to form. “Where did that mirror take me?” Droplets of water dribbled down her cheeks and soaked to the ground.

Tears? What the hell? You couldn’t cry in this game no matter how injured your character got. Estonia’s eyes widened. Could it be possible for an actual person be stuck in a computer game?

“H-Hey don’t cry” He comforted, “It will be alright”

She disagreed, “I’m stuck in somewhere I don’t even know and I don’t know how to get out”

Estonia opened his mouth to say more consoling words when out of the blue another player rushed to him. Estonia was quicker than the opposing player and effortlessly guided his avatar to deflect the oncoming attack. However when Estonia launched a defensive spell at the attacker, he saw that the player was not targeting him but instead to that girl.

As Eduard turned his eyes to the player and the girl, his blue-green eyes widened. “T-That is impossible” he stuttered.

He saw the girl clutched by the throat and was risen up by the attacking player. Eduard couldn’t tell if this player was a male or female since they wore a hood and layers of clothing. All he saw was the girl gasping for air when he saw blood drip to the ground. The unknown player had stabbed her with a gigantic spear and soon a trickle of the ruby red liquid came out of her mouth.

Estonia couldn’t believe his eyes. No one could cry let alone bleed in this game. Just what in the flipping shit was going on?!

Watching the murderous player whispering to her, he saw something strangely colorful emanating from her body to his mouth. A cold sweat swept through him. Even though Eduard kept telling himself that this was only a game, he couldn’t shake off the feeling that this was somehow dangerously real.

Suddenly in a burst of emotion, he forced his avatar to launch forward. In a swift move, he slashed his sword. A second later he satisfyingly watched the attacker’s arm with the spear lodged into the girl’s abdomen falling to the ground. Thud went the accursed arm and the player turned to him angry.

Estonia smirked, “Come and get it”

The player dropped the girl rather harshly. She didn’t make a noise until the evil player dislodged its spear from her. “Gah!” was her wail and Eduard growled.

The player rose his spear and was about to sprint forward when its form started to flicker. It turned its head to the girl and furiously it said, “Damn you. Why did you have to make that accursed wish!”

The girl wheezed, “My w-wish?”

Irritated that she didn’t understand, the player screamed. Bellowing, “I should end you now before he gets in the way!” the player abruptly turned to the girl and was about to deliver the fatal blow when Eduard quickly sliced the head of the player.

The player shattered into a million pieces. Each piece flickered red before turning black and disappearing.

Eduard would have relished this victory when he saw that the girl too was disappearing.

“It h-hurts…” She whispered.

His heart stopped. Running in her direction, he went to her side and gently lifted her up to his chest. Summoning a healing spell, he placed it over her abdomen expecting it to work. Sadly when he removed his hand, he found that she was still bleeding.

“No!” he cried. He summoned another healing spell. He removed his hand over her wound and saw it became bloodier. “Why isn’t it working??” He tried spell after spell but they didn’t seem to work.

This cemented what Estonia brain kept on trying to negate; that a real person could be trapped in a game. Eduard started to cry and didn’t care if his salty tears ruined his keyboard. “No! You can’t die” He shouted into his mic. “I only just met you!”

She gave him a sad smile, “I know” She stared into his eyes, “You remind me of someone that I know” The girl’s eyes widened in realization, “E-Estonia?!”

Eduard blinked. ‘Woah. How did she recognize me? Isn’t my identity as a country a secret?’ He was going to ask her how she came to this classified information when he saw her form was starting to accelerate its process of fading out completely.

“Most people call me Eduard Von Bock” he replied. The fading of her being was now reaching her torso, “W-What is your name?” Estonia asked.

The girl sighed, “I feel so strange…”

Estonia shook her as much as he could to her vanishing body. “Tell me what is your name?! Please!” He needed to at least know the name of this girl. She seemed so lonely and lost like he felt when he was in Russia’s house. That and the way she made his heart feel…

“My name-“ She locked her beautiful [e/c] orbs to his, “-My name is ______”

With that, her body exploded into a million flickering pieces of light. Each piece glimmered as if it was made of light itself before flooding up into the air above Estonia’s avatar.

Back into the real world, Eduard clenched his fist and slammed it into his computer. “______!!” He screamed.

He didn’t understand why but he grew attached to the girl named _____ in a short amount of time. She seemed to act, think, and express emotion just like a normal person.

‘But that’s impossible!’ he thought, ‘No one can be physically trapped in a computer!’

Yet her death impacted him in such a way that caused him to act like he lost a soul mate. Tears of frustration slid down his cheeks.

Mochi America watched his master and also wanted to cry. True he liked annoying him but he also cared for him. The mochi stretched himself up until he reached the top of the box and expertly balanced itself on the edge. When the mochi looked up to Eduard, he was going to jump up when he saw a strange flashing light from behind Eduard’s table lined with multiple computers.

“Uh master?” The tiny blob squeaked. He hoped it wasn’t one of those aliens from Predator. Like the real America, he watched horror films even though he was terrified of them.

Eduard didn’t hear his pet blob as he sobbed.

“Master??” The tiny blob called as it jumped down to the floor and inched its way over to the flickering light.

Eduard continued to cry as the Mochi swallowed and neared the light. Once the light cleared, the mochi’s eyes widened. “You should see this!” he called to Estonia. When he saw his calls were not getting through to him he yelled, “Hey dumbass! There is a girl next to your nerd stuff!!”

This made Estonia jolt from his somber state, “Girl?” Baffled on how someone could have gotten into his computer room when he had it under lock and key, he went to where his mochi was.

Mochi America jumped up and down and disappeared behind his desk of computers. “Here! Over here! She is here!”

Eduard carefully stepped over cables and maneuvered through the computers until he was successfully behind the desk. The little mochi then screamed, “I think she is waking up!”

Estonia was about to tell him to keep his voice down when his cerulean eyes landed on the girl.

“_-____!!”

 

 

~~~~~~Another Timeskip and POV Switch to the Reader Being Pleasured by this Sensual Estonian~~~~~~

 

 

“Eeeehhhhh” 

 

You had the weirdest dream.

It was like you had actually turned into pixels and were sucked into a game where you met Estonia. Then something happened-like a sharp pain ripping through your stomach- and then you told your name to Estonia while he held you.

That little tidbit from the dream made your cheeks flame. ‘Imagine if that actually happened?’ you thought as you opened your eyes, ‘That would be aweso- what the f-?!’

Your face was greeted by a little blob thing that yelled, “I think she is waking up!”

About to curse out loud, you saw someone swiftly coming to your left. Slightly inclining your head to see this stranger, you froze.

The country that you developed feelings for during your time watching Hetalia stared at you amazed and ecstatically happy, “______!!”

Blinking at how your crush knew your name you thought a more pressing question; one that was along the lines of: ‘How is he even real?!’

Watching Estonia come over to you, Mochi America jumped on your chest. “Hello!”

“Hi” You gazed at the blob before breaking a smile, “You look so cute! I never imagined to ever have met a mochi before!”

Mochi America grinned, “I am pretty cute. You must be amazed” He turned to his master saying, “See? She isn’t dead!”

Estonia finally untangled himself from the last cords connected to the computers and squatted to near you were at. “______ are you alright? Its me Eduard” From behind his glasses, his eyes flashed in concern.

You stared at him bewildered. ‘Why does he care so much about me? Have we met before?’ you thought. Coughing faintly, you asked, “How do you know my name?”

He cocked his head to the side confused, “You mean you don’t remember?”

“No. Remember what exactly?”

With a shy smile and scratching the back of his head he said, “Don’t think I’m crazy but we just met on a computer game”

“What?”

“And you were sort of dying and as I tried to heal you when you told me your name. Then…” He trailed off before wiping his cheek to get rid of any evidence he was crying, “Then you died”

Your eyes widened stunned. “I died? How?”

Mochi America was getting impatient with all this back and forth banter yelled, “You were attacked by this crazy online player and he stabbed your stomach. My master became a badass, fought him off, and killed him”

“Well I didn’t kill him per say” Estonia countered.

“Dude I’m trying to tell a story here! Stop being a cockblock!” The mochi huffed before turning to you again, “Anyway, you ended up bleeding to death then my owner ran to you and tried to save you. Sadly you died and disappeared into a million pieces” He paused to see you dumfounded then added, “Eduard got really sad and suddenly a flashing light came over here and next thing I know a beautiful dame like you appears!”

“That all really happened?” You questioned as you looked over to Estonia.

“It did” He gave you a once over, “_____ do you have that stab wound from that player?”

You rose an eyebrow, “If you seriously think I will rise my shirt in front of you Eduard, you have another thing coming”

Eduard became cherry red and started to wave his hands anxiously, “N-No that’s not what I meant! I’m so sorry if that sounded perverted! I’m not a pervert I swear!”

“So he says” Mochi America snidely inserted.

Estonia gave him a look that conveyed, “Don’t make me hurt you”. Mochi America hid behind your shoulder. Holding out a hand toward you, you curiously looked into Estonia’s bright eyes.

Eduard smiled. “Don’t be afraid. Take my hand”

An overwhelming feeling of trust flooded through you. You somehow knew he wasn’t going to ever cause you harm. Gingerly you stuck out your hand and felt Estonia’s cool skin. He gently helped you stand up.

Looking up, you saw Eduard’s face up close. If it was possible, he looked even more handsome! You saw a prominent blush rise to his face as he peered down at you. You too felt your face heat up and you both stared at each other for several moments more.

Mochi America who was still on your shoulder whined, “I’m hungry! Stop staring at each other and feed me”

Eduard blinked from his trance. “R-Right” He let go of your hand causing you to pout in dismay. “_____ would you like something to eat as well” he inquired hoping to get rid of the heated atmosphere.

Responding, “Sure if that’s alright with you” you felt a little twinge of your stomach.

Estonia nodded. After he looked for a way out of the cluttered computer and cord mess, found it to be difficult.

You giggled.

“What’s so funny?” Eduard asked. Mochi America stared at you equally befuddled.

“You look like you can’t find your way out. Hold on I think I found an opening” You saw a tight opening and went to squeeze through it, “There I found an exit. Though it’s a tight squeeze I think you can manage”

Mochi America stated, “Bro this dudette is so smart!”

Estonia smiled, “She sure is” and went to join you outside the cluttered mess.

 

~~~~~Timeskip Of Eduard Pressing You Against the Cool Computer Surface and Kissing Your Neck~~~~~

 

It was a very eventful dinner apart from eating your delicious food of Mulgikapsad.

You had watched the two other Baltic nations come back from you assumed was from the grocery store and freak out when they saw you. Estonia calmly lied and told them that you were a friend staying over.

Lithuania and Latvia started shaking and asked, “What if Mr. Braginsky wants her out?”

Estonia calmly stated, “Then he will have to deal with me” His two comrades stared at him awed before turning to you. You must have been special if Eduard was to stick out his neck for you.

“Hello we haven’t been properly introduced. My name is Toris” Lithuania greeted.

Latvia nervously walked up to you, “Hello I am Raivis. Nice to meet you”

Warmly smiling, you answered, “Pleasure to meet you both!”

The two edgy Baltic nations returned your smile feeling comfortable around your presence.

After much discussion on your background (with the help of Estonia’s lies), you were led to a guestroom. The Baltic nations and Mochi America excitedly chattered to you when Eduard opened the door to find it empty.

Literally empty. It had no furniture whatsoever and even the carpet was stripped. Eduard examined the room and got the chills. The room looked like it was designed to be a prison cell but the question was why did Russia do this?

Not wanting to get in trouble he closed the door and turned to you. “It seems like the guest room has no furniture at the moment”

“Oh” You shrugged, “Its okay I think I will sleep on the couch by the living room”

Estonia and the other nations fervently said, “No we can’t do that to a guest!”

Eduard touched his chin thinking when an idea sprang to his quick-thinking brain. “How about you sleep in my room for the night?”

Toris and Raivis stared at him like he grew a second head while Mochi America hollered, “Damn get that a$$ Eduard!”

Estonia swatted the blob on the head blushing, “Get your head out of the gutter!” Once more he turned to you, “So _____ what do you think?”

Flustered you answered, “Sure. Sounds like a good idea. But where would you sleep?”

He waved his hand nonchalantly, “I have a spare mattress in my computer room. I could sleep there”

Mochi America jumped from your shoulder to Eduard’s. “What are you a pussy? Take her where she stands” He suggestively grinned.

Tired of this disgusting mochi, Eduard reached to grab him only for it to jump off and run into a room with Eduard close behind.

Following the pest, you and the other Baltics went the room.

Stepping foot in the room you were amazed on how nerdy it was. It had various things like comic books and encyclopedias on the shelves. Though the colors scheme seemed to resemble Estonia’s national colors of blue, black, and white, you still weren’t sure if this was Eduard’s room. However all doubt was squashed when your eye was caught on the gigantic Estonian flag that adorned on huge section of a wall.

“Wow” you breathed before turning back to the scene of Estonia chasing the mochi. Finally the mochi shifted and grew hands. It rapidly climbed up the wooden bedpost of Eduard’s bed and stayed at the top. Eduard gritted his teeth because he couldn’t reach and eventually gave up.

Laughing, you patted Estonia’s shoulder. “Its okay Eduard. He will come down eventually”

Eduard’s muscles tensed when you touched him. It wasn’t that he disliked the contact, he was undoubtedly attracted to it.

Continuing with your comment you said, “Nice room. I have to say my favorite thing here is the comics”

“Yeah” Eduard became embarrassed, “You must think of me as childish”

“No. Actually I like comics. Its like you could run away to another world without anyone judging you”

Eduard’s eyes widened. “That’s what I think all the time”

“Hm maybe you could say, ‘Two great minds think alike’” You winked.

Estonia had to turn his gaze away from you for fear of melting under it. He was going to say something else when he heard Russia open the front door saying, “I’m home little countries! Where are you~?”

“He’s back!” Automatically Estonia and the Baltics started to shake. You also gulped.

Not wanting to upset Mr. Russia, Lithuania and Latvia rushed over to him. Eduard on the other hand looked torn. He wanted to stay near you to protect you but he also wanted to greet Russia so he wouldn’t get in trouble.

You saw his conflict behind his expression and softly touched his arm. Estonia snapped his head up to you with a questioning look.

“Its okay Eduard. I will be fine. Go and see him”

Estonia bobbed his head in agreement. He was going to leave when you hugged him from behind. He stiffened.

“Thank you Eduard. For protecting me in the game and here. I am so glad to have met you”

He lightly touched your hand softly speaking, “It is I who has to thank you” He circled around to meet your smoldering gaze when Russia called out again, “Where are you Eduard? I heard we have a guest~”

Eduard became rigid before gaining courage. Telling you to stay where you are at and not come out for fear Russia might do something frightening, Eduard left you alone in his room closing the door behind him.

You locked it and hoped against hope Russia wasn’t going to break the door down.

Sitting on the Eduard’s comfy bed you felt a horrible tickle along the skin of your abdomen. You thought nothing of it until a jolt of pain caused you to convulse.

“Ack!!”

Snatching your tanktop up to see your stomach, you gasped in horror.

There on your skin was an imprint of what looked like a stab wound except it seemed pixelated. You poked the imprint with your index finger and was surprised to find it didn’t hurt.

“Ew that looks nasty” Mochi America stated.

You gazed up to the blob, “I know. Now ‘shh!’”

Amazingly the mochi complied but still watched you. Paying no mind to the talking blob, you continued to stare at the imprint in concern.

Bits and pieces of your chopped memory slowly came back to you. The frightening images of staring into the soulless white eyes of some person gave you chills. You watched the person as they stabbed you. The pain was agony and the feeling of dying washed over you.

Then that’s when you abruptly remembered what the person whispered to you.

 

*Flashback!*


You squirmed in the grip of your attacker. “Let go of me!” you panted.

The person shook its head. “You will not be let go. I have to do my job”

‘His job? What job? To kill me?!’ you thought since you ran out of air to speak.

The person chuckled, “You are so weak. It will be easy to take images of your life away from you”

Dread secreted from your every pore when you felt agony pierce through you. Flicking your eyes down you saw a spear lodged into your stomach. You couldn’t process that this was actually real until you heard a low whisper.

“Become into nothingness girl. Your life is going to be mine”

 

*Flashback end!*

 


Coming from the flashback, you gasped for air.

“Eh are you okay?!” Mochi America had already came to the bedpost and was sitting next to you.

Alas you didn’t hear him, you were too caught up in the terrible memory.

The feeling that everything would become forgotten hit you in full force. ‘Why? Why did this have to happen to me?!’ Willing yourself to not cry, images of your parents and the people you loved briefly sprang into your mind before disappearing completely.

The fear of this amnesia felt like it was choking you.

Though you loved that you were with your soul mate, you knew you had to get home before you forgot everything and everyone that made you who you were.

Now all that bothered you was “Why am I forgetting them?...”

 

“…And how do I get back home?”


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Wassup guys? How are you? I hope you all are doing well! 
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Thanks for all the support for all my writing! You all are truly my inspiration! BTW A Levi story is going to come out soon! I am a dummy! 

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Another one of my favorites.